To begin with, my Book 7 Recital was my first solo recital, which meant that I was faced with the challenge of polishing up and putting together a much greater number of pieces with the piano. Playing through a total of 11 pieces (22 movements in total) over a period of ~1.5 hours was also quite demanding in terms of endurance. I relied on and was able to further develop my organisational and time management skills when scheduling rehearsals with Ms Sonomi and balancing my academic commitments with practice for the rehearsal. In terms of the pieces themselves, I found it uniquely rewarding to revisit pieces which I had learnt in the past and to rediscover and reinterpret them, making use of new technique, musical ideas and perspectives that I have since learnt and gained. In the new pieces that I had learnt, I was able to further polish up my technique and refine my interpretation. It was also interesting to listen to recordings made by others to open myself up to new interpretations to take inspiration from. I found decision making much more straightforward. It also gave me the freedom to pursue my own ideas.
Looking at the recital as a whole, there were some mistakes which occurred and countless things that I could have done better. Some pieces also left me feeling unsatisfied with the fact that I was unable to fully express all of my musical ideas as a result of not having practiced enough (In particular, the seemingly ‘easier’ pieces that I had neglected to practice as much). However, overall, my experience was a positive one. In a live performance, not everything can always go the way you practiced or had hoped for. As with anything, things can go wrong and it takes resilience to deal with mistakes or failures and carry on. In between pieces, I was able to move past those mistakes and re-energise and motivate myself to focus on the sole objective of playing what comes next to the best of my ability. I am extremely pleased with the end result and found this entire process hugely enjoyable and rewarding. I was able to apply myself to play with expression and share the results of my violin journey which began 9 years ago with others. Looking ahead, by the time my next recital comes around, I hope to become a more expressive player who takes more liberties and is more imaginative with musical ideas. Music is an immensely beautiful language which allows us to express emotions, certain ideas, or aspects of the human experience that we otherwise could not with language. That is the reason for its tremendous appeal and ability to transcend time, people and cultures among many other things. Therefore I feel extremely privileged to have an understanding of this language and to have the ability to share it with others.
I would like to give a great thanks to the brilliant Ms Sonomi for spending so much time rehearsing with me, supporting me and helping me gain confidence in my playing. I would also like to thank Ms Diane for all her years of teaching and guidance. Finally, I would like to thank those who joined us for my recital.
